(The Image Above is NOT my own)

When one really begins to look at their life from a different perspective a person can really come to realize how much of it was wrong. Wrong decisions, wrong perceptive, wrong motives...

I wonder sometimes if I could go back if I could make my past better. Maybe if I had just an hour to return to the past to repay the ones that I care for by making better choices than the ones I've made...could my life also possibly benefit? There has to be some reason why human's have no resources or authority to turn back time. If we could all have redoes I can't say that the would would be a better place. As Ben Parker, Peter Parker's uncle once said, "with great power comes great responsibility".

If a scientist or historian was to do an in depth study of my life they would find torn pages and stained memories. My story hasn't been kept in perfect condition. I can only hope to clean up what I can and move on. The world is cold and starved, no, deprived of love. Through that lack of love that many people's lives have fed on our world has become a dark place to live. Generation after generation has taught their children and decedents to learn to live without. What a sad race we are.

Recently I have stumbled upon reading for the second time. I read to escape. I want to live in those worlds where there is hardship and adventure without the threat of real reality. Call me a coward but I prefer my stories over my life sometimes. Life doesn't have to be hard for one to seek another story than their own. I've always heard "we want what we can't have". I just want to be free. On occasion I'll admit that moral obligation binds me. I don't just choose to allow myself to be obligated, I am bound as a responsible human being.
When all you want to do is be a child responsibility sucks.
I truly believe that Neverland would suit me best.

"Wait for me, lost boys, I'm coming home!"



Here is a shoot that I did on the beach with a 35mm film Camera and 400 color film. ( I did edit these shots on photoshop)